My deviant story

ugh
i know i'm really late but
i've been thinking about whether or not I wanted to do this,, and I guess I do want to do it mmk

So, I want to start off that I was underaged when I first DA, I won't tell my age cause you guys don't need to know but you can guess lmao.

Just to let you know, I am the appropriate age for DA now, so laughs reporting won't do anything.

I started off on deviantart in September, by the username of BonnieDahBadazzKat ((very creative name wowzerz))

I was very psyched about posting art on a website where tons of other creative deviants have made their art legacy on here or w/e milestone hmhm

I looked up to a lot of people, trust me. There were at least over 50 people that I wanted to draw like. They inspired me so much but I wasn't that creative in designing characters, hence a plain lime green cat with white markings with fairy wings and purple butterfly thingy.
I've met some few friends on old ugly account
hot-bunns was one of them, and I was so happy that I was friends with her.
She's amazing, has amazing art. It's outstanding. Ugh she was the best person, and she still is.
I also befriended H3ARTOFTHEOCEAN , and tbh Abby is also one the greatest people ever okay. Lyla and Abby are both cool peeps u v u
I used to think my art was like wow amazing 10/10 please looovvveeeee
but you know now that I look back on it, I'm just like..okay what is that abomination???

I decided to create a new account, which some of you know it to be NeonicRaveyLights ???
After awhile I got banned on BonnieDahBadazzKat, moved over towards this acc which back then was NeonicRaveyLights.
I was so happy and enthusiastic I find it p gross.
Nah jk I was so happy back then

I got my first PM thanks to H3ARTOFTHEOCEAN 
Then i changed my name to xNeonPastelSlushiex u v u
I uploaded much more art and tried various things with my art style. I wanted to improve so badly cause I thought my current drawing style was too bland and terrible and v unoriginal so I tried many many different styles to see which style would really say "yep this is neon's"

After a few while, I began to hit rock bottom and got slapped very hard in the face with depression, and I still struggle with that now. There were too many things going on in life and there were thoughts on suicide, but you know I couldn't bring myself to do it so,, yeah. Family problems, School Problems, Life problems, even Love problems were getting in the way and I was in a crucial point in my life.
I don't really know where all that happiness as went, but I know that's probably not going to happen again. ugh.

During my time before depression I met Ietranger when she was like.. NeonKittyArtist ?? I think that was her old old old name lmao.
I drew her fanart cause her character was frickin adorable as fuck.
I won her character design contest lmao okay

After that I met snickIett when she was INomOnYourWaffles123 lmao
We became amazing friends
I also met tereuswolf46, he introduced me to tankguy25
they both introduced me to Captain-Grizzly which IM SO GLAD OK.
at first I was very scared to talk to Captain-Grizzly ughfuhdufshi but yes now were besties wohoo
tereuswolf46 also introduced me to Kayinsi omg she's the best too i cri evrytime

snickIett introduced me to SaltyGalaxy and ghostiibear
um
I'm doing this wrong i know it laughs

I got PM again and changed my name to xTROPIC-CARRlBEAN, because honestly anchors and carribeans are life.

I joined the HAT team and they're all wonderful people sobs
:devtakarasylum: has helped as being a wonderful friend and has even given me advice ily friend
i feel like to call her mom
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e v e
Pocket-Lugia is one of my bestestestestestestestest lmao friends EVERR HOLY SHIT SPIDER BUTLER AAYYYY

When I was in Space-Garden, I met a lot of wonderful people who I still love
Frognion is amazing. She's helped me a lot and her art is 10/10 teach me
I think Space-garden was like a life-turning point I'm v greatful of all of the friends I've made there cries

I met some people when I was in Spectranum too, ahaha I still talk with them they're awesome.
SylveonAndTheRest introduced me to IronyStuck and tbh they're both amazing, both gr8, cool and dang they're funny ok.

This year I went to comicon June 21st and met both SylveonAndTheRest IronyStuck I was so happy holy cheese.

School isn't that boring and it's kinda fun except for those short popular fucks who think they're all that
fucking snobs.

I'm very happy that 500+ of you have stuck through with me and I'm v glad if you do like my art. I'll try improving weeps.

So, now here's me.
In the present.
2014.
There's a lot of stuff that I'm glad I did,
then there's things which I regret, but those are in the past so I'm not going to cling onto those anymore.
I'm gonna be stronger,
and I'll try to improve everyday.
You guys are amazing, this art community is amazing as well.
I'm very glad I'm here to share all of my art as well as see your art too.

Honestly, I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you guys.
I've pulled through every day ok.
There's a lot of you beautiful people out there, believe me. You guys are wonderful.

Stay awesome, my friends.

Here's people I'm very glad I got to make friends with (In no particular order)
hot-bunns XycuroLawls snickIett Captain-Grizzly Howling-Wolf123 Iover-boy Miskipz Kawaii4eva Hotch-Cha Teakitty121 inugou aajae Uvrenaux Benepotentia Wolf-mask SylveonAndTheRest IronyStuck Kayinsi tereuswolf46 tankguy25 SaltyGalaxy ghostiibear H3ARTOFTHEOCEAN Chili-Doge GraceffaBoo Loki-Ryuu Frognion Rylalu VoidBurn Sikula Marshamallo Doodle--Bot TakarasAsylum Pocket-Lugia Echo-80 punsenpai medikkuu
a lot more this gonna be a long list im v gomen

Skin made by north-Iights
Coded by hot-bunns(super amazing broski shhh)